God sent His only Son, Jesus to be perfect so that we might be better able to notice our flaws, repent, and begin to earnestly strive for change in our lives.
Without a knowledge of how flawed we are, we cannot begin to grasp how far we are from what God designed us to be. Without that knowledge, we cannot desire to change our lives and strive for a closer relationship with Him.
With that in mind, pray for God to shine a spotlight on your sins and where you forsake Him most in your daily life. Pray to be humbled and brought to a realization of just how much you need Him. Most of all, pray for a spirit of change and revival to enter your daily life.
I saw this young man in my dream that I was sleeping with and right now and for months like almost a year this man calls me and don\\\'t speak but listens to my voice or voice mail and I have had such sexual dreams with me and him and I can\\\'t get any sleep we appear to be connected in some kind of way. I don\\\'t know! I had a dream before I knew him and it came to pass and he still calls just like I what I first told you. This guy is a muslim and desperately wants me to be his muslim wife and I told him no three times but we deeply have feelings for each other and so I am praying that he will get saved this year and I believe it because I sow seeds into the kingdom of God.