Dear Lord, stay with me through this day please. What a morning or should I say what a night? The nightmares last night they leave me in state of numbness this morning. But I know, with you I am okay. For a long time I got through by being angry. Now that the anger is gone, I feel the sadness is a weakness that is sometimes scarier than the anger.I do believe I have let go of the anger and have forgiven the past.
But, the sadness that remains is still very real. No matter how sad I always know, you are still there with me Lord. My heart cries to you Lord, it is so much easier to be angry. Stay with me Lord, because by forgiving and letting go of the anger, the sadness seems to be just hanging around. Thank you for letting me realize I control me, I control my heart. Stay with me through this day please.
Amen
