Delusional Disorders

Being young and knowing nothing except for what I saw and heard I became very good at creating my own illusions as a child. I was being hurt and I couldn't tell anyone. The things that I saw because of the abuse frightened me terribly. I was very confused and didn't understand but I felt it was wrong. Always expecting the worse but never giving in I fought or I ran. Fear is caused by the presence of danger, evil, pain, etc… and is a feeling of uneasiness, anxiety or concern. When something upsets our normal functions through lack of order, confusion or misguidance it can throw us into a state of disorder, disarranging and jumbling up our normal functions and health and is defined as a disease.

I don't know what frightened me the most as a child the fear-some presence that tucked me in at night and woke me up each morning or the delusions that were created from fear, but as a result of fighting and never giving up I now have a better understanding of Delusional Disorders and over the years have become closely acquainted with the source they derive from.

There are many types of Delusional Disorders and I would say the Delusional Disorder I created was more of an oppositional choice for me created in childhood. Defiant and always resisting a fear-some presence I created my own hell on earth. Being born with a disease is one thing but having one instilled in you is abuse. Abuse to the soul and disorderly.

If we are going to live with fear, in my opinion, We need to learn how to overcome it and take back control of the soul replacing bad behaviors with good… like God intended . If we can learn to do that and look at things differently knowing the difference I believe we can all avoid the frightfulness of these disorders and eventually learn how to step on them each time they try and rear their ugly heads… preventing the source of it all from taking over.

In Law disorderly is defined as violating public, peace, safety or order and anyone doing these things is being disorderly. Fear is bound to Delusional Disorders and is abuse to the soul and… against the Law.

No longer afraid to tell I hope to help bring some order to a disorderly disease by overthrowing and disregarding its workings, speaking to anyone who wants to listen. Getting back at it by writing about it, because as for me… knowing that the son of God is within all of us means… the world revolves around each of us.

Indications of a delusion: * an idea that influences or alters a life inexplicably. * No matter how strange things may be a person will accept them unquestioningly as real. * contradicting ideas can arise with strong, emotional reactions causing irritability and hostility, fear and paranoid behavior.

When Delusions are acted out they often lead to behaviors which are out of character or abnormal, although understandable of the Delusional belief. Don't let it take hold of you. Be strong. Be brave and wonderful and who you were meant to be, and be wise… for God's sake!