Congratulations! You have come to realize an extremely important fact about our Universe: it completely lacks meaning, purpose and direction.
There is no God or gods, and when you die, it will be exactly as it was before you were born.
Now, theres two ways you can go from here.
One, you can become a depressed, in which you would eventually kill yourself due to despair.
On the other hand, you can appreciate something you might have overlooked: You are completely free in your world, and you are your own master. Your thoughts, your actions, your demeanour cannot be wrong because there is no absolutely objective definition of what is right. The meaning, purpose and direction you assign to your own life is completely and utterly correct in all circumstances becoming conscience of total subjectivity can undo the years of psychological abuse induced upon you by the various institutions in our society.
Even if you were to fail in your life, please note that the ultimate reward for those that succeed is identical to yours: death.
Death is the true equalizer in the biological world. Your consciousness will come to an end just like everyone that existed before you.
Fortunately, there will be no omnipotent bully to judge you, nor will you aimlessly exist in limbo for eons, or any of the multitudes of falsehoods you were told about death.
The feeling of being unborn is the unrivaled release from the shackles of our meaningless and purposeless existence.
Such a serene and tranquil notion should not be feared but embraced by all.
